green day!

the weather here is getting greener, so peacefully beautiful ever!!

i have a kind of learning after the sickness. it's very helpful after hardships in mind status. the reason im supporting this is me here not many close friends, no alcol person, no random, extremely habitual eating(i used to be until the age of 19)

first, take shower and be pretty/handsome from in the early morning, no matter you don't go outside.

second, take a photo everyday. think it's be the photo for your last day(funeral kk),can be the records of ageing yourself.(physically?) but don't be sad, celebrate every days, every moments.

third, analysis your emotional things in scientific way. read some psychology book or even biology, physics-easy step one. and reflect your symptoms on that kind of experiments.

+ love your self seriously.
+ remember homeostasis!
=so you're prepared to love the partner for long with deep care.
without the ground for yourself, you may keep failing how to love others by the tempt of dependence.