i got a gift and today's of me!

i got a gift! which are running shose for my excersise hehe.
me so up to do excercise, and did one hour of playing badminton..
guess what? my answer is" no more hard running pllllllllllllllllllz"

not enough blood?

i went to the clinc.
because i can't get up well nowadays. feel not fresh and heavy..
anyway, the doctor said me not good, especially spleen and liver, bladder...weak heart pumping.

you know when we go into that kind of position, we easily believe whatever they say. it's like holding the last rope to survive^^
and not enough circulation of blood.haha funny..circulation of "qi".
anyway i have had hard time to remove away the blockage of the flow.but still my body getting not there with my mind i think. and also age matter!! sorry to the olders kk

i already knew my hemoglobin deficency. but he saying also the reason your face getting pale. humwhatever!! inside is real beauty! if you are not getting healty,your surface look is not long lasting. pale is not good,more excersise, more oxygen suply to your body every where and then enough rest--

question to myself? what is spleen? did vampires take my blood away last night? why not enough blood?-i did several times of blood donation. anybody blood type "o"?

i'm happy for you.

my cousin(my mother's sister's daughter) got married with a very funny+famous-but not so hansome kk +deep caring comedian. we say shreck korean version to make them laugh. look so lovely..

i got a letter today which is sent by the guy who stuck together in highschool life.
me was a kind of tomboy(i was grouped with him and his friends.)saying he is getting married with my best friend. anyway i'm happy for their click!..be sincere!! not disturbed by women's hormon disturbunce.-someone gave me a book about this--am enjoy reading:P

his name is sangmook-can't find his photo here.
her name is ansuk--she is angel character.

note about picture.-in side of green circle-third cousin.-isn't she so qute?
--------------------the other photo is my lovely aunt wearing korean traditional cloth"hanbok".
you can see more funny photos at her cyworld! www.cyworld.com/applecinnamon------it's very good when you feel lonely or depressed. i guarantee!!

let's find the hidden thingies^^

lamp, band, lips, sun, crown..so easy one!

i now understand why crazy or mentally weaked patients like yellow..yellow color(-it helps to take out some depressive feeling, and touching like warmth. we used to joke about wanna go2 the yellow building = the hospital for people who hav pchycological problems)

except of that fact, more than any flower..me very like yellow sunflower.
-umm..it's yellow. it shows a kind of 복종way of love. stupid but l like.
and also you can see it in Gouh's work(true one is in in the gallery.but fake one is everywhere u can find..even one is hung onto vegetarian cafe the right side wall from the entrance at high st,in auckland,nz.

face of yesterday

me full moon face getting better..
it felt so lovely with the people who i love at the lovely day..ummphhhhhhhhaaaa

well, how can i take him out once a week? ^^

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보낸이 : Fay Gwilliam
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Hi Moana,
I am the new Amitabha Hospice co-ordinator for your area. I have left you a couple of phone messages but thought I would email you as well. We have a korean man who needs someone to visit him and maybe take him out once a week. Would you be able to do this for us as we have none else who speaks Korean and he doesn't speak any english. Please let me know as soon about this. Thank you so much. We really appreciate your help.
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-----above maki's one and this one make me think what they think of me? me not that supupr super moana. me also need someone and to take me out and give energy hmm..here just bit better with family and friend's power.but the most important one is remained to walk by myself..sure..sure..

**i wish i could speak english so fabulaus not to hav communication difficulty.hope next life..**

what kind of energy shall i give to my dear, maki?

보낸이 : tunekawa makiko
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hee?
how are you?
u r in korea?
today i feel little sad...
but it ll make something beautiful i think....

sad is good for me..

hee ! give me a power?
do u still have?

maki.

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well..i haven't reply to her yet..
what kind of energy shall i give? me also lost still.. so doubt that i have some energy still?
but me really giva ya what i hav;)
not only words..with real heart..no fear at all.
enerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgy...or bulky oil from saudiarabia? ^^

the face of yesterday

i had only tried meeting family and family-related people since me, home.
first, very severe cold for 10days. second the broken nose thingy problem for 14days.
this photo is taken by jinhee, after the clinical time passed almost 20days? but still swollen..but it's very improved!!

let me tell u, how was i at the first?
it's like the full moon face or hanival..starwars character like.

the faces of time

we take photos when we wanna keep the time of the moments.
yesterday and today, i really think of "memories". conscience and nonconscience..

some memories i wish i could erase..but some are not..it's so tresureable which i wanna dream everyday and carry on for future hope.

photos are like prooves of my memory externaly.

here,i got some photos from my teacher's cyworld. he kept my old photos from mine in the past(lucky..coz i lost all those)

here.. umm..seems i was very sentimental, happy at those time.

after one of my family funneral yesterday, all the photos of him vividly go on in my head like slides.