陰陽 and 太極旗)

the cosmic dual forces;the male and female principles;the sun and the moon;the negative and positive (electricity)


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above is i got info from the Internet.
"yum yang-harmony."
here i have another idea about my country's flag.
it has smiliar code inside. see the picture.

shopping pleasure.

me,i don't like buying a lot of stuff.
umm.. i can say this more clearly- moneywise in my pocket.
so usually the things i do is browsing of shops.
here i found something i like. hehe^^

was it the begining of new year?

so weired that i was not trying to watch new year's celebration.
instead i slept early..from 9pm. maybe i was awake and thinking coz i heard the sound of the fire works and people's voices. but it's true that lying bed by myself, and had very odd dream or deep thinking? dunno yet.

it's like this.
there was a girl(can be me)holding a fish inside of her hands with very small water.
yes, she got from sea while she was waking on beach side. and promised to herself sending back to the water it's from. but time went by, she was tempted to keep by her close side, eventhough she felt not enough water remained in her hands.yes you know it leaked between fingers. she even held thight and it's almost squeezed to death. she was scared of losing the very sweet fish, didn't know how to do. where was the voice from?.. anyway she could hear that letting go the fish to sea again. so she did run and with stopping tears. and watched it was swimming to go far away. and she said "bye. lovely fish." finally found herself with smile.

the trip

when i was in paris.
guess where it is?

sungil sent me this photo through email.
mine is all posted in flash.so i don't know how to take them here.
all may know i'm so hopless with machine thingies.^^

the law of nature

nature has the answear of how to heal pains.
i'm getting to understand after the time gone.
who said getting older can be converted to getting wiser. i truly follow that idea.

be fresh! i know it's not easy sometimes!

but we must try for being happy.

here, it's bright summer. my best friend,maki, in cold-shinny winter. but still we have same feeling of season, thanks to softly sweet memory.^^

glass craft

on the way to taranaki, me and my friend dropped by glass craft museum. and here one more fun watching how the artists make. of coz we paid for it 5dollers^^

norebang!!

hey guys! we really had a fun that time.

i vividly remember the heart beating at the karaoke.

marcus's songs..caroline, my way..

what's his name(another person,sorry..)..so funky and county mixed..

jinkyoung and i..

what did we sing? dunno..but depressed songs of mine must be..as i consider my stage at that time..kk..personal stuff..

hey sorry, im posting somewhat passed which i wanna keep here.

coz i need to back up copy!!

my computer got virus-so no photos remained at all!! i lost 2years and even the time when i was away from new zealand totally. except several of them on cyworld.

having jajangmyen!

me so odd with taking a lot of photos at jajamyen place.

so here i put the craziness to share with you.

.all is today,

now...not yesterday or not tomorrow kk.

the day why i am so happy.

it's truly day to me..yes! yes!! yes!!!

everyday has special meaning, but i feel more today.

to tell the truth..

first of all,

my period("ing"-my friend and i used to say) has just ended for this month.

so feel fresh, no more money spending to buy wisper(kk), so getting expensive, till next month.

you know women know a lot of mood swings, all the evils come through this time usually. so if you guys want to care or know, then you should know this kind of stuff. i believe there must be the way of understanding girls.

second,

i had jajang myen at joonhwaroo at upper queen st. me and my friends agree this joy of dish.

haha. this was my favorite when i was small. a kind of dish, we usd to have commonly after public bath. so me have this logic; having jajang myen = going to have public bath. can it be pavlov's experiment with his dog. coz me also felt similar when i was asked to go for public bath.

third,

i decide to correct or face my faults, and overcome my phobia stuff.

1. water phobia-so can't swim. i was sank seriously when i was 6, almost to death. so me didn't go to water unless im with someone who make me lovely brave.lol..but i can say still im hopless with water sports.

2. seperation phobia-r u laughing? me so desperate of this. i can check my truma when i was small, my childhood stuff. leaving and coming are the things we need to accept. who knows what kind of sprits are destinated to company for later.

3. fat phobia- i have fear of getting fat. so i don't like sleeping right away after meal. if i do, i feel guilty for my body, seriously. healty wise eating which i really agree with. hey be active! truly, madly, deeply> my buttocks look bigger..don't complain ageing. play with my red swiss ball hehe.

hehe im so happy to know my weakness things after i met the person.

wow the person must be a great teacher even considered angel to me lol..for my life time.

gomawhayo^^

hey, what's wrong with me?

i thought i was getting really abnormal!!
so that made a lot of consultations with a pchycologist, a friend of mine.
he gave me the clear answear why i was.

me,
"what's wrong with me, i was so impatient and a lot of depression. it caused a bad result with p***y as well. so desperate. me was misunderstood of these mood swings!"

he,
"hey, you're just normal. just hormone imbalance controls that feeling. i feel regret you didn't have a person around for that simple understanding."

me,
"just hormone makes out of control? how's that can be?"

he,
"women are more complicate because of its nature body system. the operation of guys are quite simpler than that."

me,
"umm.. i should have diagnosed myself and behaved with very rational mind, anyway it's meant to be."

he,
"it's all right. try not to make same mistakes again. we're made of learning from our errors. but i bet you'll make similar happenings to the new person unless not the same one who said you know you're repeating something not good."

me,
"hehe, hopely not."

i wish to myself, be stable, not having a lot of mistakes, not fearing , not hurting others, much logical than over emotional, staying young forever(- kk).. but me is also temporary being, just here to do my mission which i meant to.

c.f.
yesterday, i watched one nice movie and cried a lot...don't know why?!