hey, what's wrong with me?

i thought i was getting really abnormal!!
so that made a lot of consultations with a pchycologist, a friend of mine.
he gave me the clear answear why i was.

me,
"what's wrong with me, i was so impatient and a lot of depression. it caused a bad result with p***y as well. so desperate. me was misunderstood of these mood swings!"

he,
"hey, you're just normal. just hormone imbalance controls that feeling. i feel regret you didn't have a person around for that simple understanding."

me,
"just hormone makes out of control? how's that can be?"

he,
"women are more complicate because of its nature body system. the operation of guys are quite simpler than that."

me,
"umm.. i should have diagnosed myself and behaved with very rational mind, anyway it's meant to be."

he,
"it's all right. try not to make same mistakes again. we're made of learning from our errors. but i bet you'll make similar happenings to the new person unless not the same one who said you know you're repeating something not good."

me,
"hehe, hopely not."

i wish to myself, be stable, not having a lot of mistakes, not fearing , not hurting others, much logical than over emotional, staying young forever(- kk).. but me is also temporary being, just here to do my mission which i meant to.

c.f.
yesterday, i watched one nice movie and cried a lot...don't know why?!